The heavy mood

Sometimes different life experiences can enrich the experiences of people; however, too many life experiences can cause nice memories or bitter memories. Although there’re a lot of people telling us that a person should have experienced a lot, then he or she will not regret in the later period of his or her life.

Though different kinds of life experiences may add the color to people’s memories, the experiences also include the unbearable memories. Those memories maybe shameful or hard for you to distinct them, but they’re existing there, and they’ll never disappear. I used to have this kind of experience. In some fixed moment, the sad memories will retrospect and become a kind of heavy mood that penetrating my heart, and then make me feel suffocate to some extent.

I used to break a precious bowl that owned by my best friend carelessly, and she didn’t consciously know what have happened before I tried to explain to her. However, when she saw the precious bowl break into pieces and lie on the floor, she screamed and asked me who had done that. I answered it was me. Then she didn’t talk to me and the fact was that she didn’t talk to me for a long period. I knew she regarded the bowl more precious than her Gucci bags or chanel bags, and what I could do was searching around the shops and markets to find a similar bowl for compensating her. Nevertheless, I failed at last. And she even didn’t listen to my apology.

After many years, we had grown up, and when we talked over the affair, we could still feel the heavy mood at that time, but we could just use the laughter to solve the embarrassing situation, and until today, she was still my best friend, and she moved me a lot when she said that I was more precious than the bowl or her Gucci bags or chanel bags.

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